No One Ever reads this...

...so I why do I come and write here? Because it is kind of fun just to write. I can be a blithering idiot, a brilliant philosopher; I can wax poetic here or write in horrible slang and say "like" all the time.

Anyhow...on to better things. I am in love!! Did you know that!? Yep it's true and I can't help but think how freaking amazing God is that he orchestrates these things because He certainly knows that I would not have orchestrated this but....yep. My ways and His ways...not the same thing and He does know better and He chooses better and what I am trying to say is...that I could not possibly have a better guy!! He is the bestest!

So anyhow...I should be preparing for science class tomorrow. Love unfortunately doesn't stop time or make homework,work and things you don't really want to do go away. I wish it did. I also wish that love could make it so you don't need as much sleep because I am stupid and will not sleep in order to hang out with Nolan. You would think that I didn't see him everyday but the fact is...I can't seem to get enough of him. Can you get enough of a good thing? Well...I guess you can sometimes, especially if the good thing is crinkle cut french fries with seasoning salt. If you keep eating them, you will get VERY full and you may have a sore spot on your tongue from too much seasoning salt and you might get really thirsty. So you get enough of the good thing (fries) until it is time to have them again. In my case with Nolan...can't get enough. I love to hang out with him and talk and laugh and pray and yes...cry (you all know what a cry baby I am, especially when I pray), and hike, bike, climb and such things as these.

We haven't really had a disagreement yet...like-minded or rose coloured glasses? Maybe when we finally do it will be a real biggie and maybe that will make it fun instead of just mad or something...you know...like one of those big blowouts when both people wave their fists, yell really, really dumb things, stamp their feet, huff and then start laughing because they've made idiots of themselves over something that was really little in the first place. I think he would just make me laugh...or he would shush me with a kiss. Tell me now...who wouldn't like to be shushed with a kiss? I apparently have been already and didn't even know it. I just like being kissed who am I kidding!

Bye No one!