How do you spell motivation?

W-E-D-D-I-N-G D-R-E-S-S!!

I think that there are other ways to spell it as well, but at the moment, this is my way to spell it.

I am getting MARRIED in May!! It is exciting and I am sure it will go by in a flash and I can't wait!! If you can believe it, I ordered a dress from China off E-bay. Yep. Risky I know, but if it works out, then I got a steal of a deal on a dress!!! If not...no huge loss and I still have time to order a disgustingly overpriced dress from some retail shop here in Canada that probably buys their dresses for the same price I paid for mine on E-bay! It's sick really how much wedding dresses cost considering it is a wear once type of item. Insane in the membrane.

What else? Oh yeah... I need to fit that dress and look like a seriously hot ticket item. I am sure Nolan already thinks I am the hot ticket item, but the muffin top that I am sporting at the moment makes me feel like I need to hit the gym and start eating better. Of course I am talking about losing some weight, but also I love to be fit!! I like to look good and be able to play a full soccer game or go for a run without feeling like I am going to lose my lungs. I like to feel strong and flexible and healthy. I can't really say that I feel like I fit into any of those categories at the moment, but I will.

I know it sounds like I am making a New Year's resolution but I am not. I am simply making a decision that is wedding and health related that just happens to be around the New Year. The gym is going to be full! Good thing I have a free membership right now at the University that I can take advantage of!! IF only we could find the power cord to the treadmill that lives in our house as well...that would be a bonus! I think I might jump in and sign up for the spinning class that I used to go to twice a week at the university...that class kicked my butt into shape a few years back!

Anyhow...just in case you missed it...I am getting married!!